To be done but too hurt to

Share a lesson you wish you had learned earlier in life.

By Nyandano Tshikororo

I am here. Having to type things I never know where they are coming from, are these my long hidden thoughts?

I adore, and cherish every little thing, for I know nothing lasts forever even people fade away. I’m not in my right state of mind, bad habits ruining my relationships but I know the more they leave the more I stick to my habits. Oh Lord help me.

Death. Death will be the lesson I have to learn at this young but old age, though it has never been my friend but I feel like I should learn to live with it these days.

So many numbers of our loved ones fading but crashing our hearts with dreadful cries. Memories made and paused but continuing in our inside out world. Imagining how your journey is like on the other side. Can you see me? Do you hear us?

Blindly day dreaming and the pain is really sinking in day by day and people telling us to accept. Accept what? Pain? Lol no this ain’t pain, this should just be a life lesson that everybody be learning everyday.

People come and go. We come from dust and return to dust.

But we don’t use our time essentially, that is why we hurt more.

Life is short. Time ticks every second of your breath, use it wisely.