By Nyandano Tshikororo
Been trying to be strong and okay like everyone else. Deep down you are still stuck in my thoughts, deep in our thoughts, my thoughts. Trying to get some peace of mind and accept all at once, accepting everyday, but gets hard day by day knowing that you have left us.
Is it really real. Takes me a few smokes to feel better but doesn’t really help. I break down in my unexpected moments. I’m not crying out for help, I wanna deal with you. Thought was going to be a phase, the pain is still holding us back from the healing land.
Wish to just say Hi, laugh lots, and feast. I know you wish that too.
